Sometimes I try to think about why teenagers watch anime.  Admittedly, I've watch a few, and I think I know why.  The thing is we want to believe something amazing can happen whether it be some crazy action sequences or if it's the magical moment of love, we simply want to believe that it can happen.  We are simply overwhelmed with such urging to watch because everything in these shows seem so perfect.  It makes us dream about what could be.  Perhaps we fool ourselves into thinking that it may happen.  Well, who knows.  Keep dreaming.  It couldn't hurt to try.

Well, this isn't the only reason I write today.  I'm just really having a hard time letting go of someone that has been so instrumental and integral to my life that I can't seem to be able imagine living without her.  We were perhaps never really together, but she's grown on me.  Sometimes I wonder if it really is that easy to move on.  It seems such a simple concept, yet I can't grasp it.  How do you let go of someone like that?  How do you let go of someone who at one moment is as real as day and then suddenly become a memory?  The worst part of all was that she hid this separation from me...for so long.  I am really starting to believe that the truth can never hurt more than a lie and a truth together.  Anyways, this was just to relieve some emotional stress that I've been through lately.  I know people don't read this so it doesn't really matter, but maybe, just maybe, she will...just like those animes I just talked about.